i’ve decided to start giving away my entire first album, a song a day for the next 12 days. This is the first track. Hope ya’ dig it. I am quite proud of it, despite the state of my singing voice back then. Especially proud of my band that helped make it.
Hi! You're super cool. You make awesome music. You're a gardener. You live in New Zealand. Is it possible that you are my dream life from the future come back to intimidate/taunt/inspire/encourage me?
Yes! I’m not cool, I’m a try-hard! Haha. Just doing the things I love. Creativity is pretty much the meaning of life for me, and constantly learning. My next thing is that I’m starting a woodwork course soon! Excited.
it’s been eight months since glandular fever
and now i have chronic fatigue syndrome
and i understand all anyone who’s ever had it does
it’s invisible, and people don’t understand it
it looks like weakness
you can’t complain
you can’t do things
you somehow have to stay happy
i’ve reasoned lately that my ideal relationship is where i am independent whilst AT THE SAME TIME with somebody who is also independent
that we both do what we wanna do to make ourselves fit, healthy, and happy
and then at moments through the week we come together, support each other, hang out
or send a little unexpected text or two of love
and that the relationship embellishes this happiness that we make for ourselves
almost like the icing on the cake
But I wonder…
is that selfish of me?
when perhaps a partner wants time, needs healing,
needs help getting by